Wednesday, February 14, 2007
6th posting.......... after thinking abt stuffs, i hv somewhat decided 2 quit bloggin............ but things change, and u will nvr noe.......
yawn* 6th posting 4 2dae, reaching 7th posting somewhat soon, 2 come and think of it, wad is d whole purpose of bloggin anyway?? so wad if u got alot of ppl reading and probably enjoying ur blog? wad purpose does dat serves?? u gain popularity? and wad is popularity? fake frens who accompany u 2 wish and gain popularity? no such things as true frens 4eva, and no such things as enemies 4eva.............. but who cares? i barely hv frens, but ppl who pull pranks on mi r beyond the word MATHS...... if u hv read d tagboard, u would hv known dat i didnt hv 20/20 for my chinese reports thingy wingy, and i got mocked juz 4 dat................ i dun ever wanna hv a high expectations ever again, i rather aim for failure and accept my fate than aim for a good grade and unable 2 accept d failure concept, dun really belong in class 1A anymore, i am juz a slacker who doesnt believe in hard work, and coz of dat, d stress from bein a good class juz goes into my head and come out as a result, failure...................... why should we even aim for good grades or good achievements or anything? i learnt my lesson, nvr aim 4 anything high, the feelin of failure and mocking juz sucks, plainly sucks................... dun wanna try my best 2 get frens anymore, doesnt works, perharps bein a loner aint dat bad, it might b considered somewhat COOL? gotto go think on how 2 be a loner................. 7th posting happenin(no idea) but it might b soon, as it might juz b my last posting and i juz wan d torture 2 end............ once and 4 all........................
